haven been updating for very long. i feel shagged. too busy these few weeks and my body cant seems to take it anymore. i hardly had any rest day at all.

went for an organisation talk and i think i screwed up everything with my nervousness. the talk was prolonged for 1hour plus and poor li had to wait for me that long. when i met him, its very obvious that he's not happy but he denied it. he just say he's not feeling well. the things that i wanted to talk to him suddenly became nothing. we planned to catch the movie lust and caution but even the last slot had started half an hour ago. can see he was veri disappointed.

he drove me back and he said we should talk. the talk made me felt funny inside. it seems that something had already happened and made us grown apart. last night's talk still made me feel weird and i kinda expected something to happen.