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hmmm..update for the past few days:

friday-taught tuition and had a quarrel with li. he shouted at me for the first time and the longest ever. i felt very disppointed so i decided to stay away from him for a few days.

sat-went to school for makeup lesson. quite alright and managed to understand what prof yao is talking abt. but again, first lesson is always the easiest, ha!. after that, went to compass point with sh for lunch b4 rushing to tuition. always get high blood pressure after teaching sam. dun understand why she is so lazy. think i shd really keep my health in check b4 i burst a blood vessel~definitely not worth it! aft tat, went to popular to look for assessment bks for my two other students. li smsed mi but i really dun haf the mood to reply him. and he smsed mi a few more times..after that, we started quarreling thru sms for a few hours. really tired after each quarrel. had a feeling that we are really not suitable cos of our thinking. wadever i say is like giving him alot of pressure which i din intend to. i felt that those r acheivable actions and are as easy as 1,2,3. but can see tat he doesn't feel comfortable to do it or wad. anyway, tat nite, while quarreling with him thru sms, i could no longer take it and cried myself to sleep. its so tired to quarrel.

sun-continued to quarrel again. think its the longest ever. nearly had a break-up. there's alot of things that he dun understand despite explaining to him numerous times. dunno issit cos of our age gap or? hai. but after that, we were okie oredy and went out. though we behaved like nothing happened, i guess it has put a strain on our relationship. its like an invisible wall slowly building up between us. i guess everything takes time to recover. seriously, a good communication is essential for a long-term relationship. without it, no matter how much u love him/her, u will eventually go your separate ways.