irresponsible action

o, haven blog for some time. feeling body-ache all over. I went painting again at li's new place. their new home, i guess, is really very 'new', in the sense that there are still all lot to be done! painting, plastering, toilet, windows, doors etc, i guess its only 30% done. And helping him to paint results in not going for work yesterday. I feel guilty cos it is my responsibility to report for work since i'm scheduled. i guess i will be scolded/tell off by someone on this coming work-day. but on the other hand, if i dun help li, i guess he wun be able to finish the painting yesterday, considering the vast amount of things he still need to do and to be completed by 24th july. helping him to finish at least help him to lessen his workload but not going for work makes me an irresponsible person. the feeling is terrible. i shall make this irresponsible action of mine the first and the last.