marriage

just ended my call with my aunt..i was wondering, what is marriage? why do two people of different gender fall in love and form a family with a completely uncertain future? why can two persons who had taken the vow to take care of each other break their promise? why does men do things that always make the women sad? does love have an expiry date? sometimes i don't understand, why are some men so flirty..going out till late at night when they have wives waiting for them to go home. of cos, i can't say the same for all men, there are some men who really take care of their families and there are some women who flirt outside knowing they have husbands and kids. but i sincerely hope that all those unhappy things that are surrounding my aunt now can be resolved soon. there is simply too little things that i can do for her, except listening to her pouring her woes. and, it breaks my heart to hear her cry. i hope her family can start anew..wishing everybody to be happy..

irresponsible action

o, haven blog for some time. feeling body-ache all over. I went painting again at li's new place. their new home, i guess, is really very 'new', in the sense that there are still all lot to be done! painting, plastering, toilet, windows, doors etc, i guess its only 30% done. And helping him to paint results in not going for work yesterday. I feel guilty cos it is my responsibility to report for work since i'm scheduled. i guess i will be scolded/tell off by someone on this coming work-day. but on the other hand, if i dun help li, i guess he wun be able to finish the painting yesterday, considering the vast amount of things he still need to do and to be completed by 24th july. helping him to finish at least help him to lessen his workload but not going for work makes me an irresponsible person. the feeling is terrible. i shall make this irresponsible action of mine the first and the last.