anyway, i really like my blogskin cos it gives a peaceful feeling..

fyp

headache headache headache!!!

i'm sick of doing fyp
and i regretted not working hard for the past few months!!!
arghhhhhhhh

hope we can complete in time and quality is good..or else..i'm gonna regret my whole life..
hai

不知何时，我的心有时好酸。觉得有时真的好累。

谈恋爱难道是这样的吗？

当你觉得你的恋人其实不符合你所要的，你还会跟他在一起吗？

钱，难道很重要吗？

车，难道很重要吗？

有时候我觉得好累，好想象普通的恋人，去探险或者野餐。

但这一切都好遥远。。。

我已经慢慢地，不想讲了，不想要求了。

在这美丽的圣诞节，我祝每个人圣诞节快乐。

stable or unstable relationship? how to define it? no idea. i seriously hoped that someone can enlight me. this issue is bothering me ALOT cos i was asked about it many many times that i eventually flared up at him. am i wrong? or am i just being insensitive? no idea at all..

omg..i'm extremely shagged now. feel like throwing everything away altogether and whizzed myself into another planet. i'm so freaking tired nowadays. everyday is tuition, studying and projects. even though weekends i gotta go out with li but i just feel so tired! even walking makes me tired, sitting in car makes me tired. tired is just the word for me now..haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...................

haven been updating for very long. i feel shagged. too busy these few weeks and my body cant seems to take it anymore. i hardly had any rest day at all.

went for an organisation talk and i think i screwed up everything with my nervousness. the talk was prolonged for 1hour plus and poor li had to wait for me that long. when i met him, its very obvious that he's not happy but he denied it. he just say he's not feeling well. the things that i wanted to talk to him suddenly became nothing. we planned to catch the movie lust and caution but even the last slot had started half an hour ago. can see he was veri disappointed.

he drove me back and he said we should talk. the talk made me felt funny inside. it seems that something had already happened and made us grown apart. last night's talk still made me feel weird and i kinda expected something to happen.